Emotion overload

I have been contemplating this post for awhile now, I just haven't known how to even start. There are a few reasons I didn't want to make this announcement I guess, first of all fear, and second I know how if feels to read post after post of your friends having babies when it is not happening for you. We are expecting a baby around May 3, 2010. First, the fear, I just couldn't do it until I was sure things were going to be OK, this isn't my first pregnancy, and it has been a longer journey than I would've liked, so I wanted to be sure before we announced anything. Second, I know it is not easy to get pregnant and how it hurts when all you want is to be a Mother. I know what it is like to read a blog of someone announcing their pregnant and you're not and have been trying so hard. It breaks your heart as happy as you are for that person. Kevin and I cannot express in words the gratitude we feel to be blessed with this little person growing inside me. I am truly grateful to my Heavenly Father for this opportunity and will do my best to be a great Mother and raise our child in the gospel. I am THANKFUL for this nausea, the acne, the weight gain, that my digestive system is broken, that I want to eat all the time, and for every other discomfort that can be a pain. I am so EXCITED that I cannot even put it into words!! We went to the doctor today and at 15 weeks, I am going to be very outnumbered. Between Kevin, Nixon and the fact that IT'S A BOY! I am in trouble. I am so excited to be having a boy, Milo Ryan Taylor will be unbelievably and unconditionally loved. Thanks for all your support, We love you all!